Okay, so i've started blogging AGAIN. HAHA this time because Tres Handsome so politely enquired about my blog status being "hanged" since 7th June ( or well that's what i remember him saying..)

As i was telling our dear handsome 3, i wasn't updating my blog due to certain distractions that i am currently facing in my life which he apparently did not understand why i couldn't blog about it but thou shall not dwell about it. HA.

Anyhow, school didn't really start very well. Due to ahem certain incident which again i shall not discuss (the reason will come later please stay tune *HAHAHA*). which brings me to the main point of this whole entry.
FRIENDS.

You know how sometimes your friends can always amaze you and the amazement can pretty much swing both ways? Well this happened to me. Like the famous chinese saying goes dh" shou xin shi rou, shou bei ye shi rou" which in direct translation actually means it'll hurt no matter how you try to make it not hurt.(erm.. ya)

I absolutely adores all my friends ( MOST of them anyway) and i would rather die than to have to face my friends hating each other. ESPECIALLY when they all truly matter.
Never mind, thou shalt no dwell.

I so feel like complaining bout the stupid bus which is making me on the verge of being late despite leaving my place super early in the morning. STUPID. BUT, i shall not complain cause i realised that i am being truly ah ma recently and have been complaining ALOT. ( when i say alot, I MEAN A LOT.) God and i do not like complaining! not when god made the world such a beautiful place! But shall truly say that as much as the world is beautiful, it is my utmost regret to say that the people living on it ARE NOT. I mean seriously, how many good people do you actually meet on any one day compared to the shit-y people you meet every hour? THINK ABOUT IT.

Sometimes i would ask myself," Has God truly left us? For he think that the world is already operating freaking well on its own?" And then it suddenly occured to me. God didn't leave us, he just stood there and not help us because he wanted for us to grow. To grow up and not dwell in self pity, to be able to make this whole world a better place through our own efforts. God made us intelligent( note to self: NOT intelligent challenged!) so that we can actually DO something.

And sometimes it feels like living on this world serves no plausible purpose at all. Yet we're all still here. Because god truly believe we can all do something, no matter how minute it is.

FINE i shall not digress any further for it has become boring. HAHA.

I feel boring.

Now that i've decided to get over him.

Trying.

TRYING VERY HARD.

Like julia roberts once said in notting hill:"I'm just a girl, standing in front of a guy, asking him to love her back."
But you see, its quite hard to EVEN find the opportunity to actually be able to say that cos you see, I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHETHER HE KNOWS I EXISTS!.

Never mind.

Im just bored.
HAHA

And Oh,
The 5 handsomes and the 5 pretty-s absolutely ROCKS!! together with 1A04!! We all ROCK!